My Blue Devil Has Wings — book cover by Terri Bartchak

Every story has a cross. Mine has wings.

My Blue Devil Has Wings

Terri Bartchak. Author of My Blue Devil Has Wings. Speaker on grief, faith, and finding God on your hardest day.

Blake Bartchak — Brunswick Blue Devils #36, Junior year
Blake — Junior yearBrunswick Blue Devils · #36My son. My reason. My story of hope.
Terri Bartchak smiling in a blue dress

My Story

The Crosses We Carry, the Stories We Have.

I'm a wife, mother, and author of My Blue Devil Has Wings. In 2012, my son Blake — a Brunswick Blue Devils football player proudly wearing #36 — lost his life in a tragic car accident that forever changed our community.

Four young lives were lost, one survivor lived through that unimaginable day, and many families were forever changed.

Through prayer, Scripture, my faith in Jesus Christ, and the love and support of our community, I found the strength to walk through the deepest grief I had ever known.

Through my journey of healing, I discovered that God could use my pain for a greater purpose. That journey led me to share my story and write the book God placed on my heart.

Today, my mission is to share a message of faith, hope, and healing — to remind others that they are not alone and that even the deepest pain can become a purpose-filled testimony.

"Pain, when shared, can become purpose."

The Book

My Blue Devil Has Wings

A Christian Memoir of Grief, Faith, and Hope After Loss

My Blue Devil Has Wings is more than a memoir — it is a mother's journey through deep sorrow, unwavering faith, and the hope found in Jesus Christ.

Part One shares Blake's story — from the day everything changed to the love and support that surrounded the families and community impacted by this tragedy. It is a story of loss, faith, and the people who came together during one of life's most difficult moments.

Part Two invites readers into a deeper relationship with Christ through reflections, Scripture, and messages of hope and healing.

For anyone grieving a loss, questioning God's plan, caring for someone they love, struggling with depression, or walking through difficult seasons of life, this book offers a reminder that they are not alone. It also reaches those affected by substance use, offering a message of grace, healing, and hope.

My Blue Devil Has Wings is an invitation to believe that even after unimaginable loss, hope is possible, faith can grow stronger, and God is still writing your story.

Because we all carry crosses, we all have a story, and no story is beyond God's ability to bring hope and purpose.

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ISBN 9781806231164 · Hardcover, paperback, and ebook

Hardcover of My Blue Devil Has Wings: a football player in a blue uniform with angel wings under a cross of light

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Audiobook — Coming Soon

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What readers are saying

"You will weep and be inspired."

"My Blue Devil Has Wings is Terri's story from an energetic high school athlete and cheerleader to a loving wife, devoted mother to an amazing witness for Jesus. Her journey takes her through three tragedies: all building her faith in God and her love for Jesus. You will weep and be inspired."
Curtis Moll
"This book will help people to find peace and comfort in tragic and seemingly insurmountable, heart-wrenching circumstances. It gives hope, guidance, and encouragement to those struggling in life or dealing with loss. This book is a treasured gift with a very strong message of hope and love."
K.M. Howell
"A raw journey through the unexpected devastating loss of a son. Terri made a choice to turn to God to overcome her devastation. It is a quest of profound hope that will remain in your heart."
Barbara Ortiz
"A story of triumphs after devastations in life. Terri tells about keeping God close after shattering events. She is an inspiration!"
Judy Arena
"A beautiful tribute for a son full of light, love and life. Terri writes with such authenticity and raw emotion that she pulls the reader in immediately. Through it all she never stops believing."
Carolyn Gaylord
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Speaking & Events

Terri Speaks Where the Hurt Is

High schools and youth groups. Churches and parishes. Grief support groups. Addiction recovery programs. Terri shares Blake's story and the faith that carried her through — plainly, honestly, and with room for every question.

Where Terri Has Spoken

  • Brunswick High School
  • Highland City Schools
  • St. Ambrose Parish
  • St. Colette's
  • Denim & Design book signing, Hudson, OH
Terri Bartchak speaking at a podium with a microphone, an ANGELS presentation on screen behind her and family photos displayed on a table
Terri speaking at St. Colette's Church – Sharing her faith story and bringing hope through God's love, healing, and grace.
Terri Bartchak at the podium with Blake's two #36 Brunswick jerseys displayed on stands
Terri speaking at a high school Prom Promise event — sharing a message of hope, courage, and safe choices that can save lives.
Terri Bartchak holding Blake's blue #36 Brunswick jersey alongside the Blue Devils on earth, Angels up above memorial shirt
At Prom Promise events, Terri holds up the memorial shirts made in honor of the four young lives lost — ‘BlueDevils on earth, Angels up above.’

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Media

Terri's Story in the Press

Featured

Terri's Testimony

Recorded a few months after Blake's passing.

Brittany's Dance — For Her Brother

A dance performed by Terri's daughter Brittany at her 2013 competition, the year after losing her brother Blake — a surprise for her mom.

New Day Cleveland

TV interview

Fox 8 News

Fox 8 News — Terri Bartchak interview thumbnail
In the news — 'My Blue Devil Has Wings': Local mother shares story of grief

Our Christmas Miracle

A story of faith, hope, and Heaven's reminder that love never ends. After losing Blake, God gave us a beautiful moment of hope during our first Christmas without him.

Testimony

Interview with Trapper Jack – Blake's candle and a life-saving prayer

Hope after loss

Drew Allar – 2026 NFL Draft honoring his late cousin Blake

2026 NFL Draft — honoring his late cousin Blake

Who Is God?

Alpha talk

Guest Speaker – Blue Christmas Event

Blue Christmas Event — guest speaker

Behind the Scenes — My Time on New Day Cleveland

Behind the Scenes — My Time on New Day Cleveland
Behind the scenes of the New Day Cleveland appearance

In Print

Medina Gazette

"Her 'Blue Devil Has Wings': Brunswick mother writes memoir on grief more than a decade after her son and friends died in crash"

Read in the Medina Gazette →

Causes

Giving That Carries Their Memory Forward

Terri doesn't collect or accept any donations herself. These are the causes close to her heart — please give directly to them, in their honor.

Team Fox — Lifebanc Organ Donation

In honor of Kevin Fox, who died in the same accident and gave life as an organ donor. The team wears his number 28 and his verse, Philippians 4:13. Annual event every August.

NAMI — Mental Illness Support

In memory of Terri's uncle Jimmy. NAMI is close to Terri's heart. The National Alliance on Mental Illness supports families facing mental illness every day.

Sponsor Books for Recovery Centers

Through My Blue Devil Has Wings LLC, Terri hopes to place free copies of the book in rehabs and grief groups — funded by sponsors and donors, so the book reaches the people who need it most. Sponsor a copy to help.

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In Partnership with TELPI

Terri is proud to walk side by side with TELPI, whose mission is to bring hope and opportunity to people rebuilding their lives. As Terri shares her message of faith and healing in recovery and reentry centers, TELPI equips those same communities with real skills and second-chance career pathways — hope and a future, hand in hand.

Contact

You Are Welcome Here

This is a safe space. If you are hurting, grieving, searching, or simply exhausted, you are welcome here. You don't have to have the right words. You just have to be real.

Your story is treated with care. Terri responds personally whenever she can.